Cancer 11° (July 1)

Wednesday. Not a lot to say today. I am simply trying to get back into my research process, deconstructing the chapters of our existing book so noto repeat things but also to reaquaint myself with that particular process. It is dismissively taking offers a hot deceptive but then again I have had great city distractions and I’m not used to really working this way so I need to put my break into the best I can Without driving myself crazy at least doing it this way I have the opportunity to stand up and walk around and even move my body from time to time which will be a boon. There’s certainly no point in getting physically unwell offices writing the book and as they say sitting is the new smoking. It is a struggle being isolated as we are although I am typically mark left and most well I shouldn’t say clipped I should say used to unrelated. It’s not a good thing and if there is one thing to take away from all of it the fact that on the other end should we ever get there I need to change my loner ways. Just freeing myself from typing alone rather spend the time massaging some kind of pain cream into my hands after last 30 years of setting up send screen tapping in tapping and tapping away. I have a great ambition For the next week edit mainly involved sorting through or sifting through all the minutiae in my brain Not to mention All bets cluttering my desk and stuffing my file. Once we get past this full moon Going to start meeting some sacrifices utilizing the fireplace in the process. I know that this could be a powerful time And I know that there is a certain meta aspect to all of this and really I just have to gain some ability when it comes to speaking or reading it dictation Mechanism getting it too recognize my voice so it doesn’t know the difference between the word two and the word 2 see what I mean. and sure it’s going to read somewhat like a God awful Dada poem And I have to keep my eye all the letters appearing Before me on the screen Striving Toward articulation not quite understanding why certain words are made uppercase certain words are made lower but I’m going to avoid super punctuating in any case as it seems completely beside the point.

More Cancer Woman Notes:

190 When she falls in love the challenge begins. She is out of her depth. (Does she marry those she doesn’t truly love because it’s easier?) The date today’s living with major challenge the day-to-day living with a mate challenging I have turned off the fan that would be easier cancer woman finds herself emotionally out of her death just spend the rest of her life I’m really struggling to honor the Paragon of sentiment that’s when I she’ll leave her wild waves behind critics will balk and damn her happiness in light of her previous escapades but she had no regrets cancer will make jetsam a purple so called wicked ways. She would have kissed an overage of frog achieving certain deliverance period now she eagerly takes on the role of happy homemaker by day happy slipper by night

these two sides of her are not mutually exclusive she can leave the kids with the sitter and have company for man to a swingers joint or strip club stuffing bills into g-string. Threesome even foursome with same sex between she and other female she’s a thought into man to man stuff fairly contemptuous well she is consummate bisexual. All must involve the female some way. She knows she is more sexually advanced than others drives on seducing straight laced more proper types than herself woman that is. Unlike Aries female she wants to open a woman up demonstrating her knowledge how to pleasure another girl aficionado of her own erogenous zones.

when gay completely never looked back lesbian Crab different from straight counterpart. Taking men Out of the equation has a drastic effect skipping all that Cinderella posturing remove optical to her wise woman mode. Gay cancer woman Embraces self righteous heaven in view of the world with a parental bent. She takes on the role of nurture and ruler of the roost. Faced with no male impediment to leadership. Straight cancer could learn a lot from her. Gay crab girl especially adept at melding professional and domestic dynamics into integrated lifestyle. Setting her own free flowing hours. Getting into her own rhythm an emblem of self sufficiency whereby attracting other women to her appearing begin female strength. She is alluring to those who respect and wish to emulate her as well as opportunistic sugar babies looking for a big Mama either way she’s inspiration. She is gently pushy with a mate investing more and her mates well being . Emotional mentor never barking orders but cautioning and careful like a second grade teacher as opposed to some hard nosed professor. Most attracted two wholesome girls next door . She offers a lover a taste of empowerment. Foreplay especially for filling like An extended affair lingering laoding touching kissing. Lovemaking for her in the momentous occasion But she holds out longer than her straight counterpart. Frequency sex something to be engaged in Super consciously worship is a keynote she expects to receive Veneration As well as affection . She reveled in offering it

loves breast fondle sucked it will squeeze giving receiving massages public reciprocation is a must it’s one long extended vagina monologues. She seeks to floor every aspect of her and her partners share feminine experience. Emphasis on gender issues self help cancer inspirus both of them towards self realization . She can be be a new AG character woman with a Y Whole Foods stores body work menus chords astrological domestic environment assault and talking smells scented candles Kitty litter oh natural fair no razor insight literal female outpourings mostly orally siebers role of sexual guru employing all she has absorbed from many volumes on the joys of lesbianism lining her towering bookshelves in line sex spiritual discipline the doubt every erotic experience with that sort of significance for world is a private yoni verse cozy coven of friends crowd tipped away from Y chromosome

more a social climber than her hetero sister embracing lesbian causes politically wielding power within gay community and society at large marches her agenda into power breakfast and board meeting hairdo’s breast solidly in place. She will ballbust big boys all the more then her St counterpart getting the gold if she’s the right individual for the job. Add thought surrounds herself with gorgeous gay hirees whom she grooms in her image. Many accounts are matches made in the workplace. Weather composting dinner scraps or chopping competition to pieces she maintains a high opinion of herself her accomplishment power couple to beat he social appearances at things of social, cultural and political import. Dual dynamism a distinction she worked towards upholding the bedroom too . Lite is never something one might label to Cancer’s sex life seems she never comes up for air profoundly pleasure her partner concept of quickie is anathema. She expects the same in return No beating around the Bush a lover must dive headlong snorkel sex is a private affair they’re willing to throw in the kitchen sink she draws the line on introducing the third party . She is ultimately concerned with stablishing the stable home life. Monogamy is about most importance and sanctity is an aphrodisiac What what is whoa it is to a partner who has a roving eye the crab employs a signature vice like grip in relationship intends to live happily ever after.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 486-490. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 10° (June 30)

Yes of course it is natural to want to escape right now; but that is the challenge: to stay in the picture. In the coming days I will fully deconstruct the Virgo Woman sample chapter in the process of getting our motor running on a new book. My mind goes to: I wonder when JK’s book comes out with its astrological theme. I am putting the note to Harper on hold because they got the copyright copy corrected and the rest will keep. And I will save the deep-dive note to Meg for later too. It is good that I got a jump on all of that stuff in any case. I will put that together next July and I will work on the 2022 books in October and November, giving myself just that long to put it all out there. I remind myself of June 7 Blague notes. Would be good to get some kind of banner on the cover. Also to have a chat about our relationship, overall. I just realized that the copy in the contract about option still didn’t reflect the change we made about samples. That pisses me off a bit but I will cross that bridge when we come to it. Oh well what are you going to do. That will be less work I’ll have to do moving forward after that. I wish I could get to England and get my stuff but I don’t think that is going to happen today, which is fine. I am going to put some dosh into home studio for artist podcast “Afterglow Underground” type of thing. Could use a producer on that score. It will happen if I just prioritize and stop procrastinating. This can be one of the most fruitful times on personal record and I’d like to profiter, quoi. Last night I had such a wave of missing Paris (home) which of course is another manifestation of my dreams being all but completely centered there. I need to sort out all my notebooks and such so that I can start getting chapter materials catalogued as I go. I write this and get a visitation and now my mood is completely shot to shit. A visitation of hopelessness that only makes me feel more trapped. What is the point of any of this I suddenly feel. Way to kill a mood. But I try to be compassionate and to offer up some kind of support while realizing how little I have left to give.

That said here I am at the end of the month, writing this Blague and trying to make a dent moving forward. But for today, I can just take it a bit slowish, moving at the pace of my physical and emotional body. I keep setting what I hope are realistic goals for myself. Honestly I don’t know how it is people plow through the way they do. I think of myself as prolific for the most part and then I pause to wonder, perhaps not. And what a glorious feeling it is to be creative and to do a job well and on time and to be remunerated for it while also having time to cook and clean and exercise and all that fun stuff. What needs to go, then, are any habits that even slightly smack of self-destruction. They serve nothing but the gods of depression and anxiety. I did reach out and sort out all the mishogas regarding the hotel reservations. I just heard no travel to Canada now for the remainder summer. We are so fucked and have to make a solid plan for escape because I don’t think it is safe for us to stay here. A one way ticket out seems like, well, the ticket. We are still owed flights from airline that fucked us over in March, not answering their phones, then cancelling our passage (good synonym work).  I feel depressed about this whole thing but I have got to keep on keeping on. We have two clients today and I have got to make hay today while the sun shines. As we always do. Although I do feel the cumulative effect of it all right now and I’m not that concerned about outcomes per se. I can see the organization and the streamlining happening around me even though I might be playing chicken somewhat with the reality of the work in front of me. The trick will be to write three pages a day for five days which isn’t that much to ask; and then to work on the dumpart “show” in the Afterglow underground. There will be funds to pursue and there will be changes needing making.

Someone wrote on one of my social media posts to which I said the following: I could not agree with you more on all you say. 45 aside, it is narcissism that drives all of this. We have been conditioned to think/act as such. In a country that doesn’t provide health care and education as rights not privileges (unlike guns so to militarize a vastly uneducated populace) thus fostering a me-first culture, dog eat dog, grabby consumerist without any sense of a we-spirit andsocial responsibilty to others, we thus get the range of characters we do all under the heading of personal privilege whether we are on a soap box about what visitors to Ptown should or shouldn’t do or brandishing guns not masks throughout the sun belt, we have had it sooo wrong for sooo long and we are seeing the truth of that in the face of a global health crisis where our most malignant manifestation of narcissistic psychopathy is pulling out (or pretending to) the WHO, another expression of personal hubris over collective care and compassion.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 481-485. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 9° (June 29)

Digging my way out now. Rejigging the menus, putting all else in perspective, letting the days go by. I watched Amy’s film Disclosure and it was super interasing, especially in light of what’s going on with friends on the subject. There was this sort of final scene that looked like fairy people doing stuff. I looked up Candis’ bio for clues which led me down a weeklong rabbit hole watching the magicians. It could have been worse. Dobie is f-requesting me right now. How is it we weren’t already connected that seems odd. Oh well it is what it is. Our basil has bugs eating it. We will have some late night sing a longs. We will watch the best film of the year about the Eurovision Song Contest. There will be elves. In Greenland or in Iceland. But I do fear we won’t get to see them this year. A trip into Provincetown to get some essentials. We are doing the best we can. It isn’t enough. I sound like Radiohead. I am Radiohead or rather I used to be. Everything has gotten to distorted and uncool. I’m being attacked for attacking. Forest through the trees. Anyway I’m going to keep on keeping on. There is no choice but to do so. I am truly one of the fortunate and I’m grateful for that; I just can’t help taking umbrage with people’s privilege and their blatant displays of narcissism. I work for a living. People seem to think I lead some kind of ridiculous life. I will speak to Nomad in the coming days. We have to get IRAs. I need to have a meeting about finances. I must download Sonos, there is so much to do (yes I’m joking). I have to send artists money. I am grateful to hear this whole accident case is closing. I am gearing up for a powerful ritual. I am putting things to rights. We are sitting outside, sipping, in the evenings and making glorious food. I’m glad for the solitude but I will not say so. I miss my friends but I’m tired of being the one who always does the reaching out. I need to set myself up as more aspirational in my own eyes for starters. I must release the past and its emotional hold on me.

My dreams have been rather labyrinthian of late. Last night I was carting a whole bunch of stuff, including a small Christmas tree, around with me. I do know what that’s about—it’s simple—as I have moved this tiny evergreen with me from place to place since owning our house up-cape. But I was in France, in Paris, as I often am and I had to get to the airport by the end of the day. Somehow S. and I got separated; she went into a corner shop and I was to meet her back at our flat later. I found myself inside this apartment where a party was going on, mostly men in camouflage. I myself was wearing cargo khaki pants, something I haven’t owned since 1983; I checked for my wallet and it was nowhere in my pockets until I discovered it in a pocket down low on my right leg. I walked from room to room. It was like a dorm or a giant flop house where the rooms were barracks like but filled with stuff and blankets; I had the sense someone was following me from room to room. Then suddenly another guy asked if I was me (I was); he said he met me a year before when my mother was visiting and there was a picture taken of us all; I felt at a loss because I couldn’t remember his name but his face was vaguely familiar. We all sat down on couch and chairs and the three of us fell asleep because when I awoke it was ten at night and my Christmas tree was gone, although I think my belongings were still with me. But I had not only not returned to the flat as I said I would but I had missed my flight back to the States. I grabbed my phone in a panic and awoke.

You think I might still be experience travel trauma? That was rhetorical. Of course I am and it is on top of moving-house trauma on top of mother travel as, upon waking, my first thought was oh, no, had I not even phoned my mother during the course of the year since that photo was taken with that boy whose name I don’t remember? I then I real-life remembered: no. My mother has been dead since 2006. When you wake from a dream like this you can’t fall back and so I didn’t get as much sleep as I would have appreciated but tomorrow is another day and there are whole battles to be waged and won. I wonder if the Trojan War (Illiad) isn’t as metaphoric as the Gita which I still haven’t read. I need to get into a zone. I have paved the way for it so I know it is possible. The main goals are to stay healthy and try to sow some good vibes. It bums me out that in this cancel culture you can’t have a civilized conversation. People can just erase you with a click of a button. It is so cowardly and so boring. But it is motivating because there are better places to be and I’m ready to make my future plans present reality. As far as travel this summer goes, I wouldn’t bank on it.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 476-480. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 8° (June 28)

Daily emails from Broadway world aren’t really where my head is at. I will learn next week that Nick Cordeiro died. Now I’m in a kind of limbo, really. I wrote this to a friend:

The story of Sally and Yale is vaguely familiar. I do think we drove by Fred’s more than once. I don’t think it was the time you went inside. Don’t worry about the photos but if you do come across them again def send. You taught me to water ski and I was surprised that I could do it. I think I only ever water skied once more in my life than the times with you. I remember Dick B. being pissed off because he couldn’t get up (probably because I did as he was weirdly competitive with me, which I never understood, since he could play every sport and I couldn’t play any). Segue to driving at night. I think the night the cop pulled us over was the same night we had decided that if you didn’t marry Fred then we would get married and you’d teach the kids sports and I would give them art and drama lessons LOL. You dodged that one!

S’s son E: He was a first year at Oxford when there was this huge rape/sex scandal involving the Rugby team. All of the last year players were kicked out of university. As a first year E was better, bigger, stronger and exhibited leadership skills more than the older remaining players so he was made captain. He is brilliant, speaks several languages,  is getting PhD in Psychology and plays many sports super well. Tall, redhaired and handsome and treats Lynne and me like Uncle and Auntie. It is really hysterical when he and I hang out alone and people think this giant is my actual son. Very sensitive and loving young soul is he.

So the year i moved back to Paris with L after college graduation is when we met S (Dutch J had studied with us in Grenoble junior year, two years before). S and English J and L (who were already a couple then and a year younger than us)—you can Google as he is quite famous as is Jackie by extension—and Jo and a bunch of others and we formed a tight knit social group. There was this one girl called A who was half Scottish and half German and was besties with S, with whom she spoke German (with a Scottish accent) and J. A was very troubled always and late 80s sent us a postcard where she said she had moved to Berlin and “here is my new address”…which she never filled in. I guess she forgot then mailed the postcard. We never heard from her again and later learned from S that she had died from alcoholism basically. Between late eighties and early nineties we only kept in loosest contact with S by email and then I bumped into her at a fashion show in NYC like in 1993 or something and we were immediately glued back together.

When we left Paris in 1986 (that summer J and S came to visit us) we had one last party. A scavenger hunt around the Marais in Paris, ending up at the Cafe Costes which was right near our apartment. A and J (sounds very Little Women now) didn’t get to the cafe. As L and I were walking to our apartment we could hear this wailing. It was A screaming “where’s J?” over and over and over. We followed the voice and as we reached inconsolable her, Jo rounded another corner being also drawn by the wails. We three tried to calm Amy, ultimately successfully, and we all hugged and promised we would never lose touch. Ah, but A didn’t fill in her address and she was the link to Jo. Fast forward to meeting up with S from whom we learn A M has died. We meanwhile had stayed close with English Jackie and L through whom we met P (a woman) and her husband M () with whom we become even closer friends (two of their kids are our godchildren). We connect J and L back with S and it’s now mid to late nineties and we all meet in London and Paris sometimes Milan (L is working for the designer DVN and I get myself fashion-writing jobs so I can be there too).

L and I do astrology as a hobby. After days working in these cities we do “charts” for friends, fashion people, some of whom work at magazines, one of whom becomes a top editor for a new magazine called Teen People. We have already written horoscope columns and features. We have created the names Stella Starsky and Quinn Cox (a quincunx is a 150° “aspect” in astrology because I am also working for The New York Times and I don’t want them to know I’m writing horoscopes. Teen People becomes a huge hit and adults are secretly reading it, especially our His-And-Her 24-sign horoscope column. A publisher with his own imprint at William Morrow contacts us through the magazine to ask if we can write a book for adults based on our notion that males and females of the same sign are different from each other. He is actually B and L’s friend Rob whom he met through a mutual friend Laurie who had passed away (and who looked exactly like Amy, like exactly), becoming close in the process of her death. Rob does not know he is contacting B and L when he tracks down S and Q. He secretly reads Teen People. He asks us to write a proposal, we think he’s joking, a year goes by. He says I’m still waiting. We are like oh you were serious. We write the proposal we get a book deal for Sextrology, we put a down payment on a small house in Cape Cod with the advance and go there to write it.

I’m sick at home, like out of it for two weeks, riding the couch. Lynne comes home with the first Harry Potter book for me to cheer me up. I read it in an day. Next day turn on the TV and Rosie O’Donnell is on and she has this redhead lady who, hey Lynne, come here, the lady that wrote the book) we were more connected to A through S then J, really. This lady with red hair and bangs sort of shyly looking at her lap and talking to Rosie, who gifts her a computer because she thinks she’s poor and heard the story of her writing in cafes on the dole as a single mother yadi yadi yadi (actually her sister’s boyfriend owned a restaurant and she sat there and wrote after, YES to answer your question, fleeing Portugal with daughter, and her abusive husband. I think it’s cool that the author of the book I’m holding is on TV and there is something familiar-ish about her. We go to bed that night and, still sick, I’m in the spare room reading and I get this flash. So I yell Lynne I think I know who she is. She says who. And I wail “where’s J over and over”. She runs in and we lock wide-eyed expressions.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 470-475. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 7° (June 27)

I am slowly turning the page today and it feels pretty wonderful actually. At least it doesn’t feel terrible. The truth will be the truth and all this too shall pass. Getting money in to give out to artists. Connecting with my teenaged boy friends, that is to say my friends who date back to teen age. Life was going so well and I was so inspired. We were working hard but also loving it all. I might have been enjoying myself a little too much, I dunno. But I’m certainly paying for it now. It is, as they say, all good. And I am making a break for happiness. I am so saddened by the death all around me. I finally learned about Charles I. It was a bit of history of which I was never really that clear. I have had friends reach out to me because they find me unduly angry on social media, which is pretty much bullshit. If you aren’t angry there is something wrong with you. Certain people can post their narcissistic rants over and over again, day in and day out; but if I so much as utter a sound people tend to pounce. That is going to change this year ahead as I fully remove myself from the fabric of this particular land. I was contacted as part of the community:

 I appreciate having been included here. Stella and I read your email with care and interest. Many thoughts come to mind that I won’t immediately express here. Bottom line: We would definitely welcome inclusion in a larger discussion (of the Zoomish variety) were you to organize something of the sort.

For starters, as performers who aren’t solely reliant on performance as our means of survival, we aren’t struggling the way others receiving this email might be. The performative aspect of our larger body of work has always been an integral part thereof, whether solo or as a duo, and we might be of service in shedding light on how to add more spokes to artists wheels as they move forward in all of this. But let me back up. Presenting and fostering other artists has always been a part of our larger relationship with the stage…

With the Afterglow Festival (which was to celebrate year 10 in Provincetown in September) and its Afterglow-at-Oberon series at A.R.T. in Cambridge both on pause (not to mention any appearance we might do at Joe’s, any proceeds from which we always donate to the festival in any case: I quickly switched gears and redirected my fundraising efforts, in effect, turning Afterglow into a “relief fund” mechanism for artists. So now, through the end of the year (and let’s face it, probably beyond) money we bring in is swiftly being sent out in check for to artists raising their hand for support.

Our (not so boring) day job, as you may know, is consulting people and our clients mainly hail from the creative worlds of entertainment, art, fashion, design, publishing, etc. (with some top level academics thrown in for good measure). As hoaky as :”being astrologers” might sound on knee-jerk level to those who don’t understand the more rounded service we offer our clients (Stella actually is a psychiatrist, bringing the science, while I do have certain gifts on the other end of the spectrum, which makes the entire experience rather metaphysical), we have nearly 20 years experiencing helping people be the best iteration they can be. This is in large part steeped in how to make their professional/artistic lives more rewarding and a source of thrivation.

So what am I saying? I guess that though we are surely not the most house-packing members of the Joe’s Pub performing community, we nonetheless have experience, both for ourselves and in our practice with private clients and in our non-profit work fostering other artists, in generally supporting and fostering upward-spirals in people’s experience. I always say that blazoned upon the umbrella under which we do all we do, our careers as authors, too, included, is the single word: Uplifters. 

It is as such that we offer ourselves up here if and when you need us!

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 466-470. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 6° (June 26)

We have a client today. But, otherwise, as I say, these next few days are a hodge-podge of random thoughts and notes and emails and such. I will let myself enjoy and even indulge this week, taking beach walks and otherwise voicing my feels and opinions. There will be those who will find me harsh and I truly don’t give a damn. I’m speeding through with lots to do. Sending artists checks and helping where I can. Someone went on the attack and I rebuttled.

Thanks for reaching out and no need to apologize. i obviously didn’t mean my reproach as an attack on Julia. I found the tone deafness of her post alarming and I admit my reaction might have been more urgent, sounding the alarm, than it needed to be. but in our cancel culture, and given the fact that Julia, whom I’ve tried to reach by email to discuss and who blocked me amid a chorus of folks turning this all around on me (not on Danielle I might add), nobody wants to listen to the white guy who flew on a private plane with a name like Quinn. unfortunately your comment about the plane, which, I don’t even know how you know about that because I only recall putting up a picture of the plane on instagram, got taken up by total strangers. I only know this because I have gone to Julia’s page through a separate account which she hasn’t blocked. So-called friends have added to the chorus against me and “hearted” every other negative comment. Julia immediately went into victim mode instead of dialoguing about it with Danielle and me and the pile on began. So be it. For the record, Helen, we were working in Europe January (and meant to be) through April on a self-started project that we have saved and raised money to create, plus writing, plus doing our day job of consulting clients which we do virtually. I work ten hours a day. I don’t post pictures of my working. I post pictures of the stolen moments when I might have gotten to a museum once a week which is easy to do in Paris. When France shut up shop we packed all our bags and gave away all the stockpile of food awe had bought over the previous weeks and some of our actual belongings and we got the last Eurostar out of Paris back to London. Our flight from London was not scheduled for another month. We happen to know a successful person who has been our closest friend since we were all poor students together in the 80s. She lent us her house as we tried in vain to figure out a way to get our flight moved up a month so we could return home. The airline was unreachable. We couldn’t even book a new flight never mind move our existing flight forward. We tried travel agents, everything. Finally our friend said she was going to foot the bill to fly us home as a gift. Flying on a private plane like this was something I had never done and ffrankly it wasn’t a joy ride as the surrounding circumstances were so stressful. We were exhausted and had been on the run from this virus. That is the truth of the matter. But that’s not the story that got told. I’m a rich white guy (I wish) of privilege who has no right to talk about privilege or to urge a friend whose art I actually purchase to take a look at her post because it seems off to me given the fact she doesn’t have to leave her house the way others do. And to use phrases like “I love quarantine” and “call me when it’s over” and “I love people up to a point” seemed so off. But it’s okay. I am unfortunately used to being cancelled for speaking up or out. Could have spoken more softly, probably. But I’ve read what I said and I think it might be pointed but polite. Up until yesterday I was friends with Julia. But now she can’t go back and say “oh it’s cool, Quinn and I are good” because she has now played the victim card so frigging hard she would lose face. That’s how this works. I don’t see Danielle being raked over the coals. Nope, just the douchey rich white guy who people seem to assume has money and privilege which is laughable. Maybe people assume because Stella and I carry ourselves with confidence or something (or because I have a side hustle non-profit that has actually contributed to the artistic/social landscape of the town and its heritage) that I just walk around eating caviar sandwiches or something. Anyway, it’s still morning and I have to conserve my energy. I was really saddened yesterday to awake to a litany of hate when my only intention was to alert Julia to the fact that her post was tweaked. It shed some light though on certain folks whose suspected opinions of me have been confirmed. Happily these FB “friends” aren’t the real friends whom I care that much about and the takeaways are, as you say, about gauging tone and rhetoric in the knee-jerk world of social media. Paradoxically that was what I was addressing but I was crucified for my own expressions thereof. Thanks for reaching out and for the opoportunity to vent back!

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 461-465. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

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Cancer 5° (June 25)

Lawyers. Agents. That what the last twenty-four hours have been about. Venus leaving retrograde? I dunno. I realize Marc Maron will have my same boomerang yod, poor bastard. There is no way he would believe in astrology but if he sat down with me I know I could crack that veneer. Doors like to slam in the house I’m in with the wind blowing through all the open windows and portals. I am taking one more day to regroup here and getting all the little duckies in a row. There is talk now of going on the boat after all, but my spidey sense says that unless we stay in the U.S. we won’t be able to join the floating fun as I cannot see the Canadians, who have all but eradicated this virus, letting in we diseased Americans, which is such a shame. We do our part as citizens, but because of that obese melted circus peanut, decent caring Americans like us have to suffer. I cannot wait for him to self-implode. I awoke quite rested, which is the good news, not having woken up once last evening. And yet I’m still in a procrastinating place, which isn’t good for my spirit. I feel saddened and cancelled. But what else is new.  What I don’t know at the time of this writing is that I will have let thirteen entries of this Blague go by since the day. I don’t know why it is exactly but I will get it all on track. The plan will be to work some real magic between the next two Full Moons, and it will happen, that is a promise I now realize (hindsight here truly is twenty-twenty). The writing over the next fortnight, here will thus be a hodgpodge of yesterday, today and tomorrow, all out of order and mixed up and I have no real desire to make it clearer for you. I’m that beatch.
I am absolutely fine. Awoke to a bunch of apologetic DMs from people who had gone on attack against me for voicing my cautions and opinions. I don’t take those personally to begin with. My anger and frustration is more of the universal sort. Meanwhile, through a behaviorist lens, it is interesting to spy the speed and manner of which others who mightn’t have the courage to address issues directly find their passive-aggressive means of derision. This isn’t new. What I’ve come to learn is that people think that I’m some privileged rich white dude myself who floats around buoyed by book royalties eating caviar sandwiches and dabbling in the arts. Stella and I were in stitches over some of the messaging I’ve been receiving on that score. I can always tell, too, when people have had a few (drinks or joints) and suddenly get the courage to pile on. It’s fine. I suppose the most vivid and instantaneous iteration of cancel-culture is the block button whereby the piling on can continue but you are disallowed from addressing it or defending yourself. I’ve snuck onto social media through other accounts to witness such vitriol in the wake of my expulsion. It stings but I can take it. Though I do draw more ire, I notice, than women expressing my exact views.

We are continuing into a dry July but maybe we can meet here sometime for a socially distanced watermelon juice mocktail! No rush on that, of course, as we aren’t going anywhere. Our private plane is grounded at present. Ha!

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 456-460. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 4° (June 24)

That Nicholas character is quite the phony baloney, but she has got the queer community duped and wrapped around her finger, which seems to be pointed at anyone who doesn’t identify as queer, including women, making her a huge hypocrite. She posted something recently that cisgender straight women were at fault for allowing the patriarchy to overpower society. What a naïve idiot. And people repost it. I have a trans woman friend who put that shared it and it’s like what the fuck—you have spent your whole life being supported by your friends, the bulk of whom are cisgender straight women, whom you’ve emulated and who, as artists have inspired you, but now those same women—your friends, family and artistic heroes—are the problem. I dunno folks, I’m really giving up on a lot of people I thought were sane but seem to have lost their collective noodles. And Flynn saw his charges dropped even though he pled guilty twice. Meanwhile, Manaforte and Cohen are home and safe from a virus that wasn’t anywhere near them, while Reality Winner is still locked up. It looks like there will be a travel ban on Americans, which is completely fucked but at the same time, in regard to our administration, totally karmic. I have decided to go deep into pretty much everything. I’m going to read an astrology book a week and post about it; and I’m going to work on my own self-publishing outfit. I will delegate the questions. I want to take a way more serious tack when it comes to all I’m doing and so I will. Meanwhile I have some notes to put together….

• Unplugged, most emotive. Wellspring raw feelings, on her sleeve, expressing even when others warn it’s unwise to do so.
• Consumed by sentiments, unabashed in affections/aversions. Comes on strong unhinging rules/systems, others’ nerves
• Washing away outmoded, “cleaning house”, causing a welcome upheaval?
• Eternal commotion in the ocean of her motions, swinging from party girl to sorrowful soul
• That is in tender years, aching for loiving care. Feels at sea, challenged to find footing in a healthy lifestyle and relationships
• Early expects to be saved, attracting tyrannical types of her urge for dependence.
• Ultimately the best man is a rock type who goes with flow of her eddied existence
• Other women she plays mother hen doting and dictating demands.
• Politically and social motivated, needs romantic demonstration affectionate stroking/validation

Cancer ruled by moon mother principle presides over flows of fluids in the body as well as that symbolically represents emotions mood intuition cancer woman seems to be all feeling. Mother principle cancer views females over males as authority figures also an inherent sense of existence itself being female feminine in nature mother earth sovereign tangible source of life . She grows up in female dominated household mother unequivocal master father vague amiable. Cancer woman personifies loaded sentiments I’m guided as the ocean overwhelming but her chaotic looks can be deceiving

moon elusive moods and instincts also principle of power of the rhythm of the universe it rules the tides like clockwork. Silvery slavery orb example of order within our immediate cosmos pearly sphere denotes chaos dreaded nocturnal world unpredictable howling fears perils giving rise to confusion lunacy cancer woman’s seeming ball of chaos is who is actually a broadcast of natural order on an unseen internal level her life is about embracing herself as a natural rhythmic expression of rhyme and reason she has a tough cosmic road to home turmoil she experiences is real.

Principle mother principle via moon cancer represents model of world environment as intangible feminine entity a source from whence all life stems cancer woman in bodies principle predisposed to give and sustain life as well as being given to what might be perceived as chaotic from blades and revolts I feel and she doesn’t spades

In youth her first instinct is to fight her feelings squelch said do not accept emotional state this only compounds pain once she does psychologically shift embracing ebbs and flows she’s not only liberated from emotional demons but can channel them into home life family relationship mainstays of interpersonal experience which is often most challenging for her. Can feel inherently disfranchise for most of the beginnings she can feel cut off from strong male influences plunged into female dominated environment lack of father principle sorry

mother represents nurture especially of an emotional sort metaphorically father protection control of discipline cancer female embodies complete connection with her mother source she lacks stoical mechanism to guard her against emotional onslaught she can feel dangerously exposed may explain why many cancer female soon becomes hardened. The thing about women in mythology always being tied of rocks . maybe not because she is more the spring And floods. Becoming hard and as a nod to her shell of course. Cancer pearls can dramatically withdraw from interpersonal dealings while others out act out obnoxiously most swing between the two . The strongest emotion she must deal with his fear RTW Joseph Campbell said fear is the first experience of the human being while in the womb the party party party ruled by the sign of cancer Actually not sure rose the boom that could be Scorpio it was the gut maybe but also the breasts right 4th House of home heritage inheritance emotional conditioning so that looks to the whole Joseph Campbell thing

planetary symbol moon signify rhythm in universe controls cadence of webbings and flowing cancer woman feels this hold on her being giving rise to chaotic feelings in time she settles into rhythm an organic component of the natural world.

The glyph of cancer recalls the nurturing aspect of the female mother condition symbolizing other breasts or ovaries the form of offering nourishment the latter being female seeds of life which upon fertilization nurtured in the womb breast and stomach also fall under cancerian rulership ancient matriarchal mystery cults like eleusis celebrated fact that females are born as mothers girl babies already contained their exit birth in contrast to boys who developed sperm metaphorically speaking girls are born pregnant where you come from heredity and what’s passed on heritage under the signs rule female condition bio mythic ancestry transcending chaos over existence save yourself is only needing nurturing instead of feeling capable of offering it her whole life is the process of developing from expectancy to self deliverance RTW lack of father love this she can heap onto the relationship with intentional mate static cling very loaded also the whole born pregnant thing is pretty loaded

2nd quadrant emotional environment 4th astrological house cancer associated with 21 to 28 maturity female news from Maidenhead to marriage female moves link to sign Association of the womb happiness to embrace the matriarchal power she wields in biblical line she is the flood Cardinal initiated water motion personifies Russia’s water matriarchal source spring swelling River. In a sense she represents recreation we have since said recovery she reminds us that we are all in recovery all of our lives she personifies the notion that’s a good thing to ask for each sign does this sign personify the notion of?Flood myths are all but ignore the female figure save for the sign of the dove the symbol of the goddess and matriarchal religions I don’t know I think what we’re saying is repair but in the Greek myth Themis “waters” goddess of natural order. Well the natural order of things from a certain perspective does read as chaos (Lynne’s quote about taking and straight line from divine perspective. (We make her chapter very twelve stepppy. Hey why aren’t we bringing in the steps and superimposing them onto the signs.  She gains by embracing Themis as her goddess. Spells to the various gods is a great sidebar. Themis has them throw the bones. Zeus like Yahweh gave up on humanity, threw in the towel. So in steps a mother goddess to purify it with water

Quadrant of emotion and moral environment. Trusting feelings, developing instincts, purging of pain, emotional need into source of power.  “channeling”

Where father ambandons mother sympatheses and kisses the universe’ boo boos. Twins duality gives way to Flood. Courtship, a form of dealmaking gives way to mating, literal repairing Fluids flowing every which way on the Ark in this metaphorical womb at sea . This is cancer woman in a nutshell or symbol moon glyphs waxing full like the swelling pregnant belly for the creation of a perfect Pearl she is a walking talking harbinger of hope that must necessarily smile through her tears just as the sun shines unseen behind clouds of torrential rain or in the dark of night

quality element cardinality water need for action via motion feeling action as opposed to the previous carnal side which is bodily actionmaybe we talk about feeling goals for cancer crab girl power lies in actively purging emotions rulerships endows her with intuition she is a receptor of impressions maybe she’s wired to do both simultaneously take information in and then act really respond in kind maybe we talked about putting out feelers tennis who is Persian aspect is Artemis credited with being goddess of the moon we create the world responsible feelings of remorse add it’s being destroyed bysus cancer female in bodies mother goddess archetype flood myth a clean break she feels needs making in life ending a vision of a male created world re creating a new world for herself built in purification system her emotions are meant to wash away negative influences from past life experience the home life she’s born into is in ruins emotional unrest

sign glyph emblem two individuals floating in the same vessel couple surviving the flood at sea and on land dweller symbol may also read his breasts or ovaries lively that are a life giving qualities

cancer girl offspring of first marriage step siblings activation of her motions and to wishes to wishes to act emotionally she’s designed to endure torrents of emotion like the crab with its shell the daily grind of sea sand is what makes deal Pearl perfection and wisdom only achieved by the turmoil of emotions shellfish in her motivations she embodies quality element she is rush of emotion waterworks of pity or font of wisdom she is not nurture of the Zodiac which should come as a great relief she’s typecast in that role

archetype Cinderella 4th astrological house absent father poor Cindy how does she move forward by wishing while embracing The Ashes degradation she doesn’t act out and rebel against evil stepmother she feels her pain and fear which fueled her wishes doesn’t merely overcome she scores the real big prince and Palace

element quality carnal water lifegiving source spring River emotional expression nurturing urge lifesblood menses mothers milk

Cinderella girl of ash directing energy into hopeful action in touch with fairy godmother mater other mourning loss purging negative feelings still having hope the Ark or promise carry search secure emotional land all the action happens at night whisked off in a pumpkin grows it late by the light of the moon nocturnal mice glass slipper crystal cave entrance to Delphi world womb fairy godmother medieval Themis Her own wise womanliness not being saved like Snow White pulse yourself up by emotional bootstraps higher character going through not around negative aspects most valuable lesson life is all about process escape is not an option her glyph first quarter first quadrant already behind her The Virgin moon just as a full moon is the wise moon takes time for cancer 2 recognize herself as a Pearl of wisdom but this is when aura casting spells of wish craft during the waxing she is a witch without realizing it. She is engineered to vibe into situations

Polarity. Embody wellspring of feeling, primal source of nurturing energy.

Teaches By example power to create by trusting our own instincts goes with her gut. Indoors more than her fair share of chaos mother dominated female dominated household mother is a wedge between cancer enter father rather enslaved by the mother constant chores and curfews . Mother maybe doormat to men setting no example of feminine strength mother maybe shrewish. Crab girl mixed messages being female bottles up emotions for fear of punishment feels downtrodden . Even if mother is nice cancer girl still has a laundry list of tasks. Cancer’s mother doesn’t put much stock in the opinions of women defers to men. Quarter moon symbol sliver of understanding the kind of woman she’ll have to become to achieve happiness. Moves out as soon as she can escape mother filled the void of lacking male influence shacking up at tender age mountain width of testosterone for a change. Grab the first Ray of hope floating by cosmic joke is that in effort to escape trend send and mother issues she may repeat the pattern of making men into God like figures

sign number of substance first square in the Zodiac solidity it is also called the number of men refers to humans as four limbed creatures

body and soul her emotional quest leads straight to men seems to care a little for her own sex utter disregard for other women she may seem like a nemesis to them Themis and isis are the same figure sister “dark Isis” Nem-Isis. Points to the step sisters but also aspect of herself, perfect princess to men, wicked pain in ass to other women. Sweetheart pin to lampshade crown, party girl, pain and denial, acute loneliness “I feel”, list of women who look like they are crying.

sign age, marrying age of maturity when most women do so and get pregnant 21-28

Emotive power emotional wellspring actresses returnal victim Janet Lee drama Queen Meryl St emotional chaos Courtney Love never mind the delphic ramifications of her band hole she feels she aches vivid disposition rubs other women or wrong way vivacious scene stealing

pushes limits of emotional abandoned feeling abandoned desire to shock as addictive as substances drugs and alcohol not typically her demise hear her before you see her laughing a bit too loud voices carrying over others or she could be moping in the corner whispering only to her boyfriend depending on the course of the moon she plays the last you can take home to mother generally wholesome all-american close or colorful curvaceously cut Sharon Horgan Courtney loves baby doll getups I think mom jeans overt gestures to opposite sex throws herself at objects of her lust

psychology overemotional self pitying overanxious to please mother issues acts out rebellious ways promiscuous difficulty establishing boundaries with friends and romantic partners melancholy hysteria lunacy

something exaggerated in her looks complexion bright physically bubbly and boundless eyes beaming smile pasted on beauty pageant contestant pearly whites exaggerated mouth oversized teeth creamy lightly freckled complexion congenial hub hometown girl grab a guys package as soon as looking at him requires demand sex . Generally conservative sometimes corporate style of dress scrubs up nicely mother earth status seriously espousing crunchy granola witchy medieval style leotards tunics peasant dresses shawls polarized among breast size jugs or barely there mosquito bites boob envy slim hipped short waisted long legs women’s cut jeans large light bones broad shoulders dangling arms willowy long neck upright carriage parts back day God answer flat tummy source of pride round as not overly ample I think she’s a runner whisper thin coif

archetype myth temis meaning waters Greek Noah deucalion pyra lifeblood in tennis and pure a function of the female’s proliferator of life moon got us Celine Shepherd she fancied put into eternally youthful sleep while he snoozes she has her way giving birth only to daughters rivers and Springs personified as female deities the Ganges has the mother goddess endowed with powers of purification

lighter haired than others in her family sometimes she has help with that must appear fairer than the rest hair loose and long naturally straight not big on makeup props for natural beauty looks lips and eyes she paints mascara sometimes in the extreme

sex and sexuality starved for male affection clings to 1st eligible boy who takes notice of her the girl with the steady relationship in high school shiny happy social scene traditionally minded athletic mails counterpart to herself . She is drawn to stoical males gravitates toward unemotional aids insensitive conventional masculinity cultural backgrounds that emphasize male domination Arian. Typically comes from a broken home the put upon made seeks to social climb if only arriving at a comfortable middle class if she’s born into a life of privilege she tends to ditch her silver spoon for more Democratic existence

Bible literature flood mother goddess Jonah the goddess mother Queen some aramus the babylonian to chapter DECETO the mother of Queen semiramis. Mary Ann in Jane Austen sense and sensibility in the chairs sambaram’s wife and mother to her mate trapped in circular wound like structure Eddie monsoon both watery names household of women Cinderella

styling herself and hippie dippie fashions cancer like Cinderella wants her do some human dignity not bonbon either she would have been most kind to her servants in the Castle Princess Diana on the verge of tears in conflict with inherent stoicism awesome them quality low woman on the totem pole she wants a strapping Prince scion of suburbia she’s a floodgate of churning yearnings doesn’t have casual crushes she swoons cries and Pines for love. Expresses sentiments blatantly rushes like a River into things without much circumspection sex is a means of self expression of vehicle for declaring deep seated need for unconditional love giving it away can become something of a negative pattern confuses sex with love horse are hard out to boys or willing to entertain her for affection in return for sex

gut instinct to look for a savior hero she requires is more sacrificial sort in Egyptian mythology of serious savored God wedded to isas who swallowed him up and then gave birth to him as forests how serious was nearly torn to pieces and reassembled by isis all but for his last ***** which she then replaced with a fake one made out of clay ritual castration the male can’t impose any patriarchal dominance he must take a second sex role in this relationship she sweeps him off her feet and he grumbles at hers but this isn’t who she goes for early in life perpetually drawn to loveless creeps needs a true equal partner in the Matt tree Arkle world men or sacrificial Kings or sacrificial it is with overbearing men she unleashes her Sir plus pain and anger castrating them in any case dictatorial dudes drown in her Flowers emotion even the imperious boyfriend will forgive her volatility so long as it pleases him sexually

Cancer woman has a voracious sexual appetite on the giving end doing all the major maneuvering engulfed for her own pleasure she wants to experience erotic sensation as acutely as possible deep rogering reasonable duration going down is never a chore one would think she had an unhinged obel jar hunkers down moon rolled saliva and vaginal duplication new meaning to her sign being the most wet I overly sentimental doting and mothering her could we manner of relating to men gooey manner is what seize her walked out on wide eyed baby talking overly adoring indulgent worshiper exaggerating the mother principle she fonds and fondles always having to touch her kiss PDAs originally meant to puff up her man in time it strikes him as phony he might think she has too much baggage even hitting the sheets which is typically the salve and the glue doesn’t do the trick anymore

predisposed to sexual addiction, brings oblivion (not a Cancer word). Mate may look for less psychological sexual relationship. Nobody uses sex to fill emotional void than she. Solution (liquid and answer, again this is very Pisces). She is embodiment of gut feeling, equipped to safely negotiate sexual waters thate are profound or even abysmal, Survival depends on dependence. Looking for rescue but not in vain. Deluvian Cancer, born into damage, both real and metaphoric, spending her “book of days” drifting toward repair. Life begins as a broken proposition.

Deluge of emotional relief, release, rebirth. Pours her guts out via experience, parlaying baggage into new life establishing. Everyday new hope and promise, despite moping and wining.  Melancholy brings mourning and deliverance. She does skirt issues, I feel she feels them. Life is about securing dry land. Sex is a way of feeling her way toward providence. IN the process, she and partner have abundance of erotic experience. She is most game. A partner will feel he’s hit the motherload. Every experience feels new, fresh. She never loses connection to her feelings even in throes of sexual debauch. Covered in fluid still smile up in devotion.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 456-460. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 3° (June 23)

I’m looking into quincunxes and the asteroid placement, mainly, in my own chart; but as a means of looking deeper into other people, ticking more boxes and gaining more insight. It turns out I have a yod and a boomerang to boot, if I open the orb ever so slightly, 5 minutes past three degrees. I named myself after the quincuncx, and here I finally alight on the fact that it is the most glaring aspect in my chart, which I never really consult because I don’t know my birthday time. But timing doesn’t effect the fact that I have a boomerang yod. Anyway, enough about me…

• Prince Charming, perfect gentleman, clean cut, tailor made for traditional woman
• Caring, sensitive, nice funny, respect moral soundness, earnest ambition
• The marrying kind, need to nest, nurture, be nurtured. To be a good provider.
• Artistic, careers where sensorial spirit flourishes. Expects to be handsomely remunderated
• Art and commerce, even within company works in special solo capacity, creative imagination
• Hopeless romantic, daydreams, heroic roles, Walter Mitty, multi-fantasist
• Portrays himself as stable, safe, who’ll lavish mate with attention and satisfy every whim
• Model boyfriend, husband, lover, family man. Sex is act of worship, investing every emotion.
• Same sex bonds, straight arrow in public, not defined by sexual orientation. Privately compliant, eager to be immersed in depths of erotic experience.

mother principle model of the world as tangible female source, he subscribe via organic way he lives his life rarely imposing will going with the flow his mother was I feel ride the tide of experience assimilation rather than asserting one’s will

Most leading men in Hollywood cancerians cosmic 4th house rules general public particularly female portion . Cancer embodies the vision of male virtue from the collective female POV . The consummate romantic hero without a hint of misogyny manufactured to appeal to the estrogen crowd. Moon mother principle concerned with human environment and experience the 4th house. The sun can server presents the ideal perception of the universe universe if you will as female intangible Mother Nature. matriarchal . He is consort . Doesn’t enter relationships with a woman has a swashbuckling rogue , he is the eternal bridegroom . Rules ages 21 to 28 coming of age brink of maturity marrying age path toward desired goals. He embodies the unjaded qualities of this age all the years of his life the wonder kenned in the workplace and in private life Prince Charming . Something forever fresh and pure about him. Sex something about which he’s never come earlier.

planet simple balloon signifies rhythm in sympathetic relationship with the earth like tides regularly controlled by the moon cancer men especially can escape its effects half circle of the planets glyph symbolizes process potential for fullness feels incomplete without a nurturing emotional relationship

doesn’t squander his precious swimmers he’s the one who voluntarily saved himself from marriage playing savior role. He is the romantic hero , perceval, reputation for purity precedes him. Sacred consort Queens archetype osirus heracles beloved of Hera. Heracles is task to perform 12 labors including slaying a giant crab the sign’s namesake constellation. Perceval must fulfill obligations of Blanche Fleur who reveals to him the Mystic meanings of chivalry. Parables for cancers psychic and emotional needs , obliged to appear the perfect male protege . Even as a boy tries to appear grown up career minded motivated register on the romantic Richter scale as Primo provider. Effort into securing external trappings the perfect watch classy car tasteful wardrobe signaling his ability to caretake himself. Not trendy like Gemini goes for traditional quality labels. Subtlety his his ironic hardest hitting weapon. Persona almost insidiously aimed at looking most agreeable to the feminine sensibility. Moon governs intuitive power female intuition in particular he has ability to empathize with female view . He feelsbut it is a woman seeks. Not the fertility Idol that Taurus is cancer man is about being the perfect moral an emotional concert this chivalric ideal seeds of experience past conditioning 4th house the home come from the home one creates

quadrant battle emotional and moral environment sign ruled gut instincts approach to life circumstances from the essential feeling level

Interrelated environments cancer man’s prime preoccupation 4th house also that of the unconscious mind childhood conditioning character development points the crabs compulsive focus on personal evolution . Blatant nod to innate inability to be so ubiquitously appealing a matinee Idol. Middle of the road Joe. Moons glyph not fully waxed he’s very much in the process of becoming whole Cardinal water emotional initiative divine feminine inspiration. He is thoroughly involved with action on the unseen sensitive feeling plain. Touches a woman soft spot inspiring the affection worthy of a romantic hero grooming himself perfect young gentleman . Looks like you just walked off the set of a lifetime original movie. The eternal female champion cleaners whistle pure of heart. That of a freshly bathed in the sanctifying waters of divine inspiration . Chastely holding vigil until the perfect woman comes sauntering along. His lostboy expression leads one to believe he’s wet behind the ears but don’t buy it. Even percival’s very name gives away his true intent to Pierce the Valley. Perceval and cancer man’s hidden agenda goes mainly undetected , all unassuming stealth in the watery emotional world. Just charming dames and hope warming his way into said Valley also hoping to inspire mother love . Not all women are willing to oblige he’s able to weed out those who don’t seem capable of combined sexy Mama sentiment. As edible as it sounds clawing need for dual dynamic is endemic to cancerian Mail sexuality

sign Cliff cancer emblem recalls two individuals floating in the same vessel couple surviving in the flood crab both at seeing and land dweller symbol also read as testes source of human life procreation in a nutshell pun intended also element and quality what are denotes feeling instinct cardonal call to action cancer best illustrated as a source spring River tide on the current of emotion that cancerides particularly in the sentiments he listens in romantic bonds

cancer man it’s reformed or made whole by the flood of feeling he invokes MA lover not one of pure romantic love or less but such sentiment kind of the sense of mothering protection. The smothering lover that cancer seeks credited with making him into a man helping him realize his potential something he is unable to do on his lonesome. The environment she provides must be like a woman which he can fully develop and be were born he is purified by the flood of emotion extracts from her renewed enricht . Just as the Nile flood a symbol of renewal signals the coming of the resurrected God osirus forests both lover and child to the mother isas. Greek flood myth Themis instructs deucalion The Greek Noah and his mate pyra how to re people the planet 4th house home one creates. Bible flood marks new beginning men of the sign are branded but that same need . Also Jonah transformed the belly of the whale and Moses sent down the River from one mother to another. Moon mother principle self realization of cancer male due to the role or lack thereof that his actual mother played. Whereas cancer woman is a wellspring of emotion cancer man looks too woman for such outpourings. Cancer seeks the care of a protective female because it mirrors the cosmic vision his cosmic vision of the universe as abomey mother earth source of awe and protection he welcomes the scrutiny and instruction of women. With men on the other hand extremely guarded he is secretly cited with the pigtailed population since playing boys against the girls . Terrified of masculine scorn disguised as his emotion in Vega tempt go along with the guys

polarity cancer man isn’t a wellspring but rather elicits emotional responses from others particularly in love wants to be carried away by a partner’s deepest feelings

sappy songs and chick flicks. Adopts a stoical veneer like a shell. Cancer intensely apprehensive of being ridiculed for inherently sensitive side. Often ends up becoming the most shut down as a result. He is suckered by bogus macho stereotypes that dictate that men must be poker faced in situations that call for emotional expression. Hemingway so Butch it hurt so sensitive he opted out RTW cancerian male suicides. Born romantic he may be well into his 20s before breaking through his adopted nonchalant exterior letting his softer side show keeping his Norah Jones CDs cashed. Only when he secures a steady relationship does he feel comfortable revealing more delicate sensibilities . More than being reborn he is rather allowed to re discover his true self complete with a full range of feelings moony eyed in love deeply melancholic when dejected makes a convincing actor as in one way or other he’s pretending all his life . Like Pinocchio Jonah myth, he wants so much to be a real boy. Stuck in performance mode dragged through imitative motions of male behavior. Not embracing true self especially deep and varied sexual imagination risks having more than a growing nose give his true feelings away. Like actual crabs you can live on both land or in water cancer inhabits two worlds at once presenting himself as a concrete down-to-earth type while possessing murky mysterious sensuality. Cannot escape title ebbs and flows of natural serging’s. Sooner or later he comes clean and mids deeper urgings. Learns there must be a limit to caring what others , women, think of him

sign number the number of structure completion and protection square is the most solid of objects there are four elements Four Seasons for directions for archangels also sign age Association 21 to 28 age of the bridegroom marrying kind take home to mother spirit of promise and potential committed to relationships as if forever saying I do

In truth cancer man brought up in household paradoxical image of mother she looms large on an emotional level but may be incredibly passive. Even attitude of victimization. Takes household emotional hostage. He will take on mothering role to his siblings especially to dear old mom himself herself maintaining a brotherly relationship with his father who we have use as lovable but weak. His father might be missing from the scene altogether or so detached. Lacking emotional fulfillment cancer looks recuperate through a romantic bond aims to attract an Alpha female 1 who is singled out to breed mother in the strictest sense as he hopes such a woman might provide nourishing motivational environment where he can cultivate and incubate a feeling of psychological wholeness this distinction astrology fails to make that cancer is looking for codling or sakron mommy to make his life easier rather he seeks a home environment that will challenge him into accessing latent greatness . Contrary to popular belief cancer the attention cancer seeks goes beyond baby talk and being served his favorite meals.

Looks like Mr nice guy 4th house general public predominant serve successful cancer movie actors big red white and blue box office appeal. Pleasing but Placid not exactly seething with sexuality. The kind you bring home to mother. Even when good-looking doesn’t generate much heat cool and pale and spirit of the moon. Pick him out of a crowd scan for the man who seems most intent on avoiding detection that invisible shell. Downplaying his features overgrown haircut glasses inconspicuous style of clothes cuddly in closed circles addressing those within earshot

fantasy world dreamer pretender role player sycophant disassociative feelings feels like phonier fraud reclusive agoraphobe echo

keeping his back to a larger audience 1 on one conversations face to face smiling vacant expression pretending to hang on every word nods and laughs appreciatively never quite listens to answers being given. Painfully vague physicality neither too tall too short hover in the height somewhere around five 910 well proportioned not overly muscular or broad nor wimpy. Most derisive term is weedy. Lighter skinned than others in his family a washed out expression. Now see Brown meets dirty blonde no particular color. Fine and wispy hi hairline moon shaped face Oval oblong slightly hunched over head and neck chunk and shutting out copy Adams Apple . Sturdily built not burdened by excess body fat text something of a feminine look protruding nipples sensitive area kind of womanly figure trunk curves high waisted rounds at the back hourglass physique less hairy than other guys more straight than curly hair. Stomach accentuated by her lower abdomen protrudes rulership of this area broad pelvis love handles hippie even when slim. Strong shoulders toned arms flat but pear shaped.

archetype myth consort God to Kelly and directed by mother goddess Themis whose name means waters the yearly flooding of the Nile presage that coming of Osiris Isis swallowed him like the whale swallowed Jonah giving birth to him anew heracles put through the wringer by mother hero series laborers Zodiac or crab symbol of the end of aeon on and the beginning of another

Well defined legs aruva denser ***** size somewhere around average crap tends to be thick and his balls are large profuse shock of hair at the pubis can have an oddly shaped member bending to the side curving downward bulbous head foreskin too tight.

Distinct manner of moving and gesticulating kind of properties tocado Pinocchio nodding throwing his head back bend and straightness risks ankles unconsciously quirky flipping motions as if you were in water something goofy about him. This plus creative ingenuity translate to quick sharp razor wit . Styled conservatively countenance akin to collegian trying to pass for slightly older Wide eyed pale lenses blanched blue opalescent eyelids pale pink beneath light Brown shallow eyesockets Asian beaky nose pinched upper lip lisping slight speech impediment irregular or crooked teeth head round and pumpkiny. Spiffs himself up to look like he’s going places a lost expression like an orphan buttoned up spitshine for adoption appearing needy for love and determined for success haircut administered to him as if in an effort to spruce him up focus on his grooming efforts appearance and expression one of sweetness

Bible literature Noah flood renewal moral condition baby Moses sent downriver Jonas stint cancer ruled belly whale Pinocchio journey real boy perceval medieval fairy Queen Blanche Fleur pure and valiant becoming the prototype for cinderella’s Prince Charming Walter mitty romantic hero savior of mankind modern cancer character the ithyphallic figures of Percival osiris live on in wooded characters like hemingway’s Jake Barnes in the sun also rises and Buck Henry’s Benjamin and spring play with graduate

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 451-455. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

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Cancer 2° (June 22)

Another slow going day. It is a bit cooler today but cloudy and muggy and the air feels quite thick and I didn’t get much sleep last night so there is a nap in my immediate future. Watched the Seberg film on Amazon and of course Yvan was in it. So sad we didn’t get to have dinner with him before we left Paris but hopefully when we are next in town we can all meet up. I am missing being there so much it hurts. There has never been an uglier person than Mitch McConnell. I am imagining that Amy McGrath can bring that fucker down. But here I have to focus on the work at hand…

• Fine line inate vulnerability/aggressive need to assert agenda
• Aware of feminie wiles using them to best advantage, playing coy, precocious
• No other woman creates more a stir, awesome displays of talent, upsetting w/ trademark coups
• Not a casual or overly considerate character, she is the nerviest, greatest triumphs and trouble
• Scoring goals, take no prisoner approach. Iconic if not cyclonic.
• Leaves everyone /thing altered in her wake. In relationship: Indulge desire, impose dominance
• Flirts with disaster. Eventually settles in understanding bond where she swings in personality
• Helpless babydoll vs. Ruthless boss. With other women: imperious drawn to doting lovers who will unquestionably do her bidding.

principle of awareness Gemini cognizant of mental mechanics motto I think a master of mind games for the sake of her own amusement putting the wheels of her success in motion consciously alternates between the two previous forces avarian aggression and tourist passivity Avenger victim to outwit others

Gemini ruled Mercury Messenger crossroads Hermes principle of consciousness 3rd house Commerce communication com union. Ancient traditions Mercury the logos word of God pure intelligence first mental sign of the Zodiac cognitive faculty is key. One look at Gemini she is a woman with machinations. As the glyph suggests tiny feelers an antenna forever put a bug in someone’s ear whereas Gemini man his caught up in his own need for a buzz and stimulation Gemini woman seeks to incite such excitement in others if not send them into a frenzy

twin symbol division two distinct expressions personality which emerge at different times in her life if not within a given day. Gemini guys or both Gemini woman is either 1 extreme or the other. You might meet a different Gemini the second time you meet her. Pores on her personalities as defense mechanism. Sit at dinner party and literally turn a separate face to the guests on either side. Tough as leather philias lace depending on what would be most useful. Giggly guileless waif works for her advantage great , but of being wicked witch works then fine. Though it will take a lifetime Gemini works toward integrating these alternate sides of her borderline personality if not for the sake of her mental health. She risks depersonalization of condition characterized by distortion in how oneself in body look and feel. It is her existential mission to get herself together fostering integrity in every sense of the word.

planet symbol Mercury Fairies of medieval lore kindly Angels pesky insects air sprites whisper ideas in one error and cause mischief Gemini guilty as charged antenna signify the emergence of the human mind from the divine sphere she can alternately soar to great Heights feeder proverbial moth to the flame

Following the Bible line awareness being a third astrological house theme . Gemini woman considered a body man of two fastiv self empowered female come trouble making temptress personal fall victim progenitor of humanity she is no walk in the park rarely innocent as she pretends to be as young girl attracted to older slick with not shady types developing killer crushes seeking sweet corruption. Like if she’s bitten off more than she can comfortably chew turns around and toss the Apple at innocent guys and she in turn must reduce into action. Same in business often consummate agent holding prized clients in the palm of your hand for others to fight over. Sometimes she is the creative property pitting people against each other she could be both catalyst and monkey wrench a dream come true or one’s worst nightmare. Gemini the only Zodiac sign commutable air she projects this onto others keeping them guessing if not initiating a flurry of disinformation mutable errors versatility changeable random mentality material ether or ethos a world of pure information intelligence created . Jim negai walking talking fuzzy atmosphere she is she lives the world she lives in filled with people who must constantly negotiate her she is an unpredictable Pixie astrological daughter of wingett berkery trickery magic zodiacs tinkerbell

quadrant importance wise and intimate surroundings ministering to immediate concerns of family life career promoting certain air about herself that establish is irresistible oral interaction to her talents or ideas

tinkerbell twinkly madding personality sweetness in life light when in love but woe to any photo stands in her way particularly wholesome Wendy’s. Her attempts at cruelty might come off nearly comical like tinkerbell’s one just simply has to cope with her confusion that she creates. Like dealing with thieves fallout we have to deal with , dating her goddess of discord eris that whole story Gemini woman is errors just as she is Eve of expulsion to boot she’s all three of those Uber goddesses as well she seeks to negotiate indeed integrate all female energies that come before her the two previous signs to be exact Gemini most poignantly living prototype of the victim Helen but also the personification of the vengeful clytemnestra

mutable sign combines energies are two signs that preceded it general combines aggressive objective masculine areas with the subjective feminine Taurus she combines these dualistic forces of love and war poignantly personified in the character of Helen love of various suitors precious the Trojan War Helen means torch something that every Greek hero carried for her metaphoric flame like a tiny moth drawn

Gemini emblem duality of experience outside perspective where is Gemini man is both sides of his dualnote nature Gemini woman is typically either sweet as pie or as tough as leather at any given time

Sexy little gift as a wife Helen so soon with age group 14 to 21 time of courtship elaborate rituals brewing displays not only is Gemini archetypal Helen immutable collage of the Aries and Taurus female prototypes the ultimate gift is stoned to Paris but to mention a little baggage eating to be negotiated and thought over . She is also part bird having been born sue’s in the form of a Swan separate eggs when it comes to twin girls the division from one another D diametrically opposed nature’s Gemini woman’s condition Helen is the consummate passive the face that launched 1000 ships clytemnestra depicted violent plotter and killer of her husband agamemnon taken together you have Dominion personality the perfect amalgam of passive and aggressive girl Twins of the Zodiac represented by Helen Clytemnestra

associated with age group 1421 girls life when she’s home run in seesaw between alternating duality of childhood emerging adulthood Twins girl perpetual state of adolescent rage of adolescence into her old age John Collins Liz Hurley angst ridden freshly awakening awareness everything seems new what momentous import

element quality best illustrated as the atmosphere surrounding each and every circumstance Gemini woman seeks to affect situations to create a certain buzz of non commotion in promotion of her needs and desires

Never readily admit to being experienced particularly concerned sex. Characterized by Lolita provocative teen character smack dab in the age group Association with the sign crux of maturity proverbial human crossroads child to adulthood . Lolita blatantly sexual but still young enough to feign naivete. Forever toying with material crossroads walking perpetual fine line between vulnerability and perpetration. Gemini represents both triumph and trouble any Association with are steeped in irony taking it up with her akin to kidnapping a killer nearly diabolical dia metrics famous females Wallace Simpson Michelle Phillips as he adored Duncan Justin Baker a bulldozer in barrettes

in business in love she is Lolita cutie diminutive form of Dolores meaning Sarah seeming innocent will rip your soul to shreds or soon as soon as look at you provocative Pixie licking her proverbial lollipop wondering if she’s staring at his crotch. She tears people into dualistic character in less after Lillian humbert humbert unwittingly doing her bidding part lecture part Blakey. Gemini possesses power of manipulation a talent should begins to home when she’s actually loudly does age. The adolescent Twins girl may become a living nabokov nightmare . The twin girls grows up in the family where father is absolute ruler but a non participatory non participatory one. Gemini girl is left in part to her own devices it doesn’t foster independence rather she feels overlooked . She is naturally aligned to the ideologies for father though she clashes with him too. Often MI a he is a covert character indulging in secret activity many are geminis father is hiding an addiction or sexuality issue . Her mother has a sisterly relationship with her with a good deal of bickering. Gemini feels parental if not Tom sometimes pitying tore her mother . On top of this the 3rd house rule of brothers and sisters becomes keynote if not a thorn in her side. She never blames her parents for the lack of love instead she points the finger at siblings whom she cites as having caused her life to be less than it to like. Gemini is a rare bird could easily shove her fellow fledglings out of the nest. She wants every bit of her parents’ attention and then doesn’t get it she lashes out. Gemini might be in astina nasty funk that lasts for years bitchee to other students as she is unbearable to other kids in her family this is all masking a deep hurt

Gemini embraces her father’s sneaky modis operandi her merging left outside the family usually involves activity activities that her father would have found unacceptable especially when it comes to relationships with boys . Her sexuality develops early drawn to bad boy rogue or hoodlum types. And not to geminis air Sprite archetype she can be like Mercury orbiting closest to the sun attracting attracted to fiery situations the moth to the flame. Shelf and gets burned. Her science Association with visceral awareness manifest as an unquenchable curiosity such that she is typically intrigued by people from the proverbial other side of the tracks. She may enter sexual relationships with characters father would find unsavory. Father is often biased if not bigoted. Gemini emerges as two people eternally dutiful daughter and the naughty sexually knowing orange new. Her own needs get overlooked in an effort to satisfy expectations she imagines are being projected onto her period she becomes something of a caretaker to her mother. Affectionately bossing her mother around in a way she witnessed her father doing in the past. Emotionally and sexually Gemini net tends to shut down on the other side of the spectrum act out in ways she can only be considered a cry for attention in many cases being trouble is the way of getting back to the world for feeling robbed of tenderness. Appearing in acting provocative Gemini invites sexual attention subconsciously hoping to fill the emotional void left from fatherly affection.

sign number the number of existence past present and future dimensionality of reality length width depth 3 hours of signifiers advent of the child offspring corresponding to geminis Association siblings so that’s the number of pro creativity and the renewal of life triangles circles are based on the numeral 3

Famous geminis gamines Monroe Collins Baker Hurley manoke Bonham Carter Hartman Cox wrestling Brooke Shields often the face that launched 1000 products Commerce divinely gifted commodities men haggle over. Error sign but not ethereal she is an accessible Pixie original ragamuffin. As child she is tomboy twinkle in her eye mischief. As a teen provocative seen as fast sexualized schoolgirl pigtails and cigarettes. To other girls she is edgy and challenging ass kicking trading clothes and gossip. Her mind develops earlier then most making her ringleader bored frustrated rolling eyes seeks out older quicker crowd. Boyish body language no fuss low maintenance

tough little bird Sparrow on the attack unassuming appearance but bursts of bellicosity like teensy weensy tweety bird fidgets fusses jumping in and out of her chair dashing about handful of tasks simultaneously.

age group sexual awakening the age when most girls lose their virginity curiosity exploration incentive conscious desire to attract impulsive experimental

Mercury nervous system forever on overload often crashes. Exhaustion half the time must learn to conserve energy and pace yourself her body has a hard time keeping up with her mind rapid fire. Her voice often catches symptom of not respirating deeply short attention span hard time focusing of all the characters she’s wound tight put benefit from meditation cheeping stillness soothing remind. One of the least self analytical characters who would benefit from introspection. One moment a clever conversationalist next brash and boisterous Patty Duke show unable to stop her moods from swinging speeds of manic enthusiasm followed by indigo Blues .

All eyes in the room around her captivating mix childlike beauty expressive exuberance . She could be on in social bill yeah face beaming eyes live from within sparkle face round is a penny her short bangs fringe Apple cheeks pronounced eyes deepset slanted squinty chin week no straighten pronounce slightly beaky lips luscious and glossed

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 446-450. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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