Cancer 12° (July 2)

I have been kicking ass on the work front for sure and as the trip shall begin in just a week’s time I have to keep up this pace in order to be in a great position to embark. There really is so much to comprehend. I went to Provincetown yesterday morning to meet with  the grant office and get that ball rolling. Today marks ten weeks until festival which is still a lot of time to move some major mountains. I have plowed through all the design stuff with my graphic guy and am way ahead of the game on that score. I need to still get the venue box office what they need and to write a press release—I want to focus on the historical angle as well as our tradition being innovation, a mandate for newness. I’ve also managed to put a fire under the Cambridge series artists. And then I have to get into purely fundraising mode on that score. Thursday and Friday of this week needs to be laser focused on my book proposal so that I can just muse on the sample material as I travel and publish my notes here on that score. Doesn’t that sound like a very good plan. This might actually be a relaxing trip away. Wouldn’t that be novel.

I’ve been doing the teeth whitening thing. They want me to do it for ten days but I don’t think I will do that much. I’m also supposed to do it at night but I’ve instead been doing it in the day which has been great for my diet since I can’t eat anything while the “trays” are in. I do have my weight down somewhat and still two weeks to go but travel weeks so it might be tough. That said I feel as if I’ve got it on the run and if I just start the big decompress I can make myself happy-easeful. Which has nothing to do with weight. I talk about weight a lot. I think it’s because I was such a skinny, pee-wee of a child; I had so little body fat you could practically see through me. I was a gentle little thing, tiny, fragile and often ill. I really was a sickly child now that I think about it. Besides just always being sick with colds and flu and viruses, throwing up, and all of that; I was also allergic to everything. So being fat feels weird and wrong and like my father invaded my body.

He was fat but not jiggly fat. He had a giant round, hard, solid, strained even, gut that extended way out over his body. Nowadays we might say he was gluten intolerant but I don’t think a day ever passed without pasta and he probably ate pastry, danish, for breakfast and drank cocktails and wine and was a terrible appetite addict, although never an alcoholic, despite the fact he sorta drank a lot. Wine (any color) with ice, served, preferably, in a carafe with cubes in a bowl on the side. And if you didn’t give him tiny tongs or at least a spoon he would make a big deal out of it. So what? I’m supposed to use my hands? If you’re reading this it means you’re not an asshole yourself so you’re probably like what-an-asshole about my Dad and you would be justified in that position 100%. He had very few redeeming qualities and powerful ones so it’s impossible to totally hate him but I have to say the case is close. He hit me; he scapegoated me; he hated me because I was in his eye effiminate; it’s not like he was afraid for me that I might turn out to be gay which would have seemed a challenge for lack of a better word; he was determined, I think, to have a chip off the old block—some dumb block head—with whom he could rough house and otherwise jock out. I’m sorry but that was too gay for me.

I bare my soul here everyday and it’s so funny that nobody reads it. It really doesn’t much matter. I should though spill the beans on the whole John Derian thing. What an…

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Cancer 11° (July 1)

If I die tomorrow I have the luxury of knowing (ok maybe luxury is the wrong word) but I will know that this Blague goes on forever. And there are so many stories in here which are my IP and if you try to mess with my IP my lawyers are superheroes; that said there is no end to the amount I might inspire people, whether astrologically or creatively or both. In writing that it flashes me back to S’s and my wee one bedroom in the West Village where one of us would have to clear out for two hours to make room for the other welcoming a scene-partner from acting class. Sometimes I would arrive back suspiciously when some Rock Hudson type (the irony is not lost on me) would shake my hand as we traded places. Tim. Where is Tim from Lexington or Concord, MA. He wished he were straight I think and that always made me sad. There was still so much self-loathing in the community and self-homophobia was something young people dealt with; I don’t think it is really an issue that much anymore. Anyway I’m not sure why I thought of that. Anyway…I’ve got some wording to do in regard to folks from whom we received an email today, to which I must respond something like this.

Wow. Where to begin. A lot has happened since we spoke in April. We have hired a social media person for the Starsky + Cox brand which has necessitated moving ahead on that side of things including finding someone to build a new S+C website (that we can access and change at will). He’s called Mark and besides moving us from html to SquareSpace he is cleaning up the site and the S+ C logo. So that process is underway and if all goes well we will use him to build the TK website on TK. He’s based in NYC and has done work for our friend Tim with whom we’ve just partnered on some astrological tee shirts.

The TK design process itself is underway. A. has come to NYC and then to Boston to work with us, brainstorming on putting together a core collection. She is based in London so we will see her there week after next as well and start to move into what the pieces will actually look like, so that is happening although we aren’t in any kind of rush we are trying to have some things available by the end of the year and the full core collection within a year from now. By then we should have the website up and running and our social media focus will turn toward TK. Once we have something physical to show we can then go out and look for actual investment. Which brings us to the next point.

You had mentioned when we spoke wanting remuneration to be a percentage in the company instead of getting a fee. Though this may be possible it would be predicated on our entering into an investor situation. TK. So once we have TK it is surely our goal to solicit outside investment but we are being advised not to enter into any percentage scenarios in advance of what we hope will be that inevitability. But you never know. We may never have, despite planned efforts, investment or even need it. Time will tell. Either way, as the business has zero value at this point, we have to wait to see what a share percentage will even be worth. For now, we have to pay people fees for whatever jobs they are performing for the company.

So, given that, we should decide together what needs to be done in regard to the look of the branding which would surely marry to the actual design of the product; and since we’ve managed to get the ball rolling on putting simple fixes in place for S+C, we can purely focus on TK and continue to talk about brand values and aesthetic as we started to do in our last chat. And we should get from you some kind of proposal, perhaps, and prospective roll out of what we’d need to accomplish and roughly when; and also come up with an agreed upon fee for this first leg of the journey so that we are ready, say, by January 1, to at least offer a glimpse of the collection. TKIn any case we plan to start with the TKas we continue to create the rest of the core collection (we will tell you what that will consist of exactly after we next meet TK) and hopefully begin selling them, priming the pump, and as mentioned, also position ourselves by Winter/Spring to make presentations to would-be (real money) investors, with an updated biz plan in hand.

So that’s the long and short of it in real time. So tell us what you’re envisioning in terms of your involvement and how we can best work together in the short-term; and also what you see fit to propose in terms of the actual work on the company identity and what you feel that should entail and how it should all roll out. And then we can have another brainstorming on the actual look and feel of the identity, which should be the fun part! We know we want TK to look like a well established brand on par with other TK”houses.” And of course we should continue to dream and scheme about the future while living in present reality. It’s basically what we do on our near-daily beach walks! Ideally, it really takes off and creates the kind of abundance and lifestyle we all can imagine for ourselves. In our revery, TK is the TKart department with no need for any other clients, and we all have teams in place doing what’s needed while we all continue to be the pure creatives, directing the action.

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Cancer 9° (June 29)

Window Fans

Unplugged window fans will be on the floor under windows where they can go. Pop them in at will. Just unplug and take out before you leave and relock the windows please. The front windows in the house typically stay locked shut all the time with the blinds drawn. The house actually stays cooler with front windows shut; and obviously helps with the highway noise. But if it’s terribly hot and you want a second fan in one of the front windows in your room by all means just grab the one from our room.

Front Door(s)

We keep the front door closed and locked as it is very old and temperamental. If you do open it for any reason just make sure to relock the screen door and then pull on the main door to check if it’s locked. It will fool you and look locked but then you’ll pull and it will open. The trick to getting it to lock is to basically slam it shut and turn the lock and pull again to check. It will behave eventually. If you open the front office door for any reason just remember to re-lock the deadbolt.

Showers

Shower outside only. And be careful walking bearfoot on the deck as many of the nail heads in it are popping up and it’s no fun to cut your foot. Flipflops are a yes, otherwise tread lightly. The shower door is hooked open to the house to prevent the door from slanting over time, so just rehook it each time you finish using it.

Sinks and toilets

There is air in the pipes. And the water pressure isn’t great. You may turn on the kitchen sink and find that it is possessed by demons as it violently spurts scaring the bejeezus out of you and also giving you a nice splash of water if you’re standing just so. The toilets also make diabolical sounds and you often have to flush twice after you know.

Lighting

The overhead lights in the kitchen (especially) will ruin your life. Use the lights we’ve strung along the stove side of the kitchen. You just have to plug them in and out. You’ll notice upon arrival that we left the dining room light on low dim. If you would leave it roughly like that when you head home that’d be great. The little lights on the mantle are glowy but we basically have a cave mentality and there are no reading lights in the living room. There is no functional reason for this.

Trash and Recycling

Okay this is where it really gets crazy and is the source of our O.C.D.: Glass bottles can be washed out and you can put them in one of the empty milk crates in the trunk of Old Yeller. You can use the ancient milkman thingy on the kitchen counter to transport them. You can wash out any plastic or tin/metal containers and put them in the striped green/blue tote bag next to the dryer, but their final destination should be the large blue recycling bin also in the trunk of O.Y. That brings us to trash: There is a little bin under the sink (bags for which are in cupboard above the dryer) but nothing can really go in there but paper—nothing food related or potentially rotty. We basically put any kind of perishable food debris, typically in some kind of plastic bag, in the freezer which is other wise empty as you’ll see. If you are cooking, say, and you need a place to chuck the ends off carrots or things you’re cutting, you can put them in the square-ish plastic tupperware thingy in the fridge. We basically save up our garbage until we’re full enough to warrant going to the dump with all the recyclables in the trunk once a week or so; in the meantime, if there isn’t too much “household garbage” from the fridge/freezer we will marry it with whatever is under the sink and leave the house with a big to be disposed of at some unsuspecting Cumberland Farms. We affectionately refer to this as “car-bage.” When you leave for good you can leave whatever’s in the trunk for our next dump run (so long as everything is washed out well) and you can even leave food stuffs frozen in the freezer, but do take whatever “car-bage” you can’t freeze with you to the nearest trash bin! Having fun yet?

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Cancer 8° (June 28)

We have an old client today whom we’re gifting a session and I’m really looking forward to that. I am really missing that kind of interaction and look very much forward to getting the consultancy back into full swing. S. is headed out to her class—I wish I had a better routine (or any one at all) like she does. I bought a full-length mirror to start doing Bikram at home but you don’t see that happening do you? And with her out of town earlier this week I basically lived on beer and what “meals” I could make from things lurking in the fridge (while taking myself out for oysters and chowder, riding my bike so I could have some beers out, too, and not have to get behind the wheel. Can’t do that! Anyway I am going to start in on getting every last bit of material to our graphic department and prepare myself for meeting Provincetown on Monday. The idea was to get through all that in one day, today, so to have the weekend to focus on the proposal which isn’t exactly going to happen. The way I see it is I will be working on the proposal while drafting ideas for the sample all at the same time. This way, even while I’m away (for nearly a month) I can just make the creative writing my focus while monitoring and tweaking the festival stuff. I am busting out a new character this year who will be handling the website and all the social media. Her name is Margie Ella Jackett, the surname being quite an old and storied one in the Town of P. I need to remind S. that this weekend is the Portugese Festival and the Blessing of the Fleet and she’ll need to avoid that like the plague-o-rini. Turned out she did have plans for P. but moved them to Monday.

Meanwhile I really am doing the best I can do and I must keep looking on the bright half empty side. It’s still two weeks before I have to interact with anybody so I’m going to let myself magically debloat. Which means I can’t get stressed because it’s just too easy to pop open a Devil’s Purse (made right here in Cape Cod) and initiate a forced check-out. The personal stress of doing all I’m doing in this overal climate of chaos and disaster. I really worry that people arent’ taking things as seriously as they should. I watched both debates but I have to say that the candidates seem to be missing the point terribly. They are bantering with each other as if this is politics as usual and it fucking isn’t. Trump is hanging out with Putin making jokes about how we have fake news but that’s not Putin’s problem (no because he kills journalists); and this is exactly the position Trump wishes he was in. He will meet with L’il Kim too. I mean, he is like that new weirdo kid who moves to town and ends up becoming friends with the existing bullies sitting in the back row drawing pictures of guns and tanks while making little bombing noises. He is the class problem. And we have to watch his bimbo daughter accompanying him? We have to pay to fly her around the world to make deals with countries who murder anybody who gets in their way. I want them all to extinguish I really do. I even find myself choosing words carefully as if afraid that my expression will come back to haunt me. Stranger thins have happened. The point is: Stranger things are happening and nobody seems to realize that the hacking might be so extreme this time around. And that the Supreme Court didn’t take up the gerimandering thing. It’s all the same issue. It makes me long for Canada.

And now if you’ll excuse me I’m going to look at Cape Breton real estate porn. You think I’m kidding? Do you know how much searches of that sort surged when Uncle Fester won the White House? 77% or some such. For reals.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

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Cancer 7° (June 27)

I must remind myself to also update the sponsors on the website. And to send thank you to Christina. I will first get Jesse everything he needs and create the invoice.Then I will move to sponsors and sparklers. I need to send the “names poster” to the printer for a test. I will go to pick up la S at the ferry in Provincetown and we will come directly back home for a hot minute before we head to lunch at our favorite Lower Cape spot Sunbird (I had fish tacos and S had some kinda salad of course). There needs to be a rewrite about us having invented the AF with the support of close friends who also happen to have been performers I think that might be the ticket on that score: more ownership. I don’t feel as if my original board is truly on it. Some things I have to write today:

Following up on my Spahhhkler note I sent last month. Working more by email than the usual FB shout-outs this year as I find many people don’t much use the FB anymore (which is a very good thing, considering). We would love to have your return support and to be able to offer you PAIRS of tickets to all our shows at our special half-price Sparkler rate and PLEASE SAVE THE DATE: Monday, September 9 for our Opening Eve Repast at Baie Bar Resto where Chef Raina Stefani will be working her usual magic with some accompanying organic-y libations! For those of you who aren’t in town during festival, we will gift your Sparklership to seniors or students or others who might otherwise want to see our shows and would appreciate the half price tix!

Our roster this year are mainly new, emerging talent or those who aren’t as fame-ish as some of our original performers have become over the nine years. So we face some challenges at the box office on that score—all the more reason to hit the notion home that: Afterglow has always brought great artists and acts you’ve probably never heard of so audience must trust the curation. I think our track record has been quite stellar in regard to our eye for talent. But we are relying on the non-profit support that much more this year. And remember we are a 501 (c) (3) charitable arts organization so you can write off your donations to the full extent of the law. We try to give a lot of bang for your bucks!

That should be fairly easy to tailor to Sparklers too. I am juggling a lot a lot. The rest of the day was pretty fun we just got into bed and caught up on a whole lot of television which is our total ritual when reuniting after a long time away; and today was a bit exhausting in that we had to go to lawyers to do our wills which is something nobody wants to do but has to do. It was good to make a few pitstops along the way but we basically just broke out the popcorn and watched till we dropped. Big Little Lies has become a total soap opera but it’s so much fun to watch Meryl overact; and the new City on the Hill is fairly excellent and the first time I really liked Kevin Bacon. The actor who plays the younger of the two hoodlum brothers is also quite remarkable. I’m going to look up their names now as I sign off. I do promise to get more create or astrological or both in the coming weeks as this platform will be being used to launch some work needing drafting in any case. So hang tough.

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Cancer 6° (June 26)

The fatigue is now total and I’m giving over today to just cleaning and otherwise getting organized for the big two weeks that remain with three weeks to go before hitting the boat. There is much to do but it will all be done. I need to use this platform today, tomorrow and the next day to get all the wording down I need to move the needle on all the projects that are currently spinning. Not an easy task and yet I’m not going to see myself as backed against any walls. I may be disappointing myself slightly on where I wanted to be when it comes to hitting the road; but even with that I can’t take too hard a line with myself because it just wouldn’t be productive to do that. I know what needs being done and I am surely determined to do it. Exercise is what I need this next fortnight to feel good about myself and surely that is soething I can affect. I can also keep that going on the boat and try to make it as much of a throughline as I can I ‘m going to avoid all the dairy and all the grain and really pound the nutrition which, let’s face it, is what I usually do. Funny to think this time last year I was painting and preparing for visitation from the high school friends something from which I still feel I haven’t fully recovered.

There are many hours in a day and I know I can make this fun for myself. I am surprised that we’ve had no word from the lawyer as regards the accident. It is getting ridiculous. We were rear-ended four years ago and we are still waiting on insurance companies to even depose us. It is such a racket that people who are the victims of such crimes (and it is a crime) are put through the ringer and further victimized. It’s the way this country works. It wants to tear us down. It meaning corporate America who doesn’t give a flying fuck about anybody. The first debates are tonight and I will stay up to watch them. It all seems somehow beside the point I don’t exactly know what I mean by that. I use to get so excited by things like this but after these years with J.T.Barnum in the White House, we feel so hopeless. John Kelly is involved and sits on the board for companies that runs private detention centers. The racism and rape is so deep. I think the Russians have full dossiers on pretty much everyone that has worked in the administration and that is diabolical connective tissue here. I’m sure of it. The father and daughter are drowned. The father was just twenty six and his daughter twenty-three months old. I just can’t believe this is all happening here. Talk about needing gummies. I don’t know what to say. Anyway, I’ve descended into feeling really crappy about all of this. And we definitely want to to try and transcend but, sorry Michelle, but going higher doesn’t seem to be working. We need to start playing hard if not dirty. We need to start punching back this pig.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

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Cancer 5° (June 25)

Going to ride my bike into town and grab myself some oysters. It will be fun and I will meet another jeweler. I had chowder too which was delicious. I don’t want to make a big deal of pretty much regressing into a teenager whenever I’m alone but I really just needed to give over to my lazier impulses. I caught up on a bunch of television and I am just going to let it all go today. It will catch up with me in that I really have a lot of compounded projects piling up. I need to think a few things through and get my to-do lists in order. There are so many moving parts right now I could easily just jump into a hole; but I have to get my proverbial poo together and make sure to hit all marks. This, from years of working in fashion, is what we affectionately refer to as “collection time.”

I need to write a list of wht Roman and Renata Need to look out for. I need to put together all the copy for the posters and postcards and get that whole process moving. I need to create an invoice to accompany Jesse’s invoice and get to town on July 1. I will have to go back on July 5 to grab some tee-shirts; I just need a few. I have to order some things from Everlane like in the next couple of days. I need to work through the list of sponsors and sparklers and truly get that moving. So realistically, I will use Friday to get all that needs doing done for the festival before client at 2. Saturday and Sunday will have to be dedicated to the proposal without fail. Monday through Friday has to be focused solely on drafting the sample material. I can take it with me and tweak it all I want while traveling to make it sparkle. I still have a good three weeks to get myself together in terms of rest and diet. I will consider a bit of a TV diet. I’ve been there before and two weeks of focussed attention can really do wonders.

So I must give R+R Jim’s information. I must explain that the trash and recycling this is really crazy. Washed out cans and plastic go in the striped blue/green bag next to the dryer; only dry non-food trash (paper, tissues and the like) can go in the trash under the sink. Any unused food items or bits of vegetable from chopping etc can be put in the clear tupperware container in the fridge but must actually be put in plastic bags and stored in the freezer until we return and can take refuse to the dump. Otherwise, you can take small bits of trash with you and discreetly chuck them in trash cans you pass while driving. We affectinately call this brand of refuse “carbage.” The right window in the kitchen opens but it doesn’t close unless someone pushes it close from outside. You will find fans unplugged under windows around the house feel free to put those fans in but please remove, lock windows and unplug them when you leave.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 4° (June 24)

How funny. So today we awoke super early so that we could get S. to a 6:30 ferry. I wake typically by 5 every morning anyway so it wasn’t weird for me. We were going to make a stop to drop our used Nespresso pods into a UPS box and then go to the bank for cash then to get S.’s ticket. The UPS box was filled with Nespresso pod bags!! It was so funny. Dropped off La Louie then headed back and here I am. Finishing this leg of the project:

these are the kinds of relationships that provide an off-ramp, a detour from usual dysfunction, flagging her to yeild her symbiotic energy in her lovemaking blech.many Virgo’s don’t settle into relationships until mid-life

• a man/lover who doesn’t perceive her as a void he falls into or is swalled by
• Sex should be sanctified for the sared harlot (this is her superpower) Tantric in bed
• Mercury rule in this earth sign signifies a certain natural and physical intelligence
• Digestion, gestation, our desired natural functions which are in themselves complex if not miraculous
• It’s the same with sex. It’s about getting the brain out of the way, really, for everyone; and this is something which comes naturally to Virgo, or can trip her up the most, either way it will become a theme in her life. Sometimes we are the personification of some form of impurity we should otherwise seek to remove from the situation. Virgo’s work in life is to examine her behavior and to try and to decifer what is natural and what is conditioning such that she might develop a belief system based on wht seems, comes naturally to her in her best thoughts and deeds. ARE WE SOMEHOW SEPARATE FROM NATURE? THE ENERGY OF VIRGO OFFERS A RESOUNDING NO
• At her best she embodies the notion that nature runs its course, that like the physical body the self, too, (can) know(s) what to do. Virgo’s very body can become a means of transcendence, in sex certainly, but also in other forms of physical expression, athletics, movement, yogini, dance, performance, as an aerialist or even clowning. There is a devotional aspect to performing any kind of physical feat, is there not? At that is at the core of the Virgo experience: to do, well, practically everything, as if it were devotional, a ceremony, a word that comes from the Roman name for Demeter, Ceres (who also gives us cereal); Demeter is associated with the Eleusian mysteries, a suspected series of hermetic (secret) ritual ceremonies. Ritual magic is the performance of physical activities endowed with the power of affecting spiritual, alchemical, change, to thus mold reality toward desired results.

THERE IS MAGIC IN THIS

And sexual magick is something in which Virgo might have especial talent, harnassing the nature within her.

THERE IS MUCH MORE TO HER HERE

This can be kind of cool, really.

This is why self-help RITUALS are so important to the Virgo.

) We will use sex over and over as metaphor.

• Sex takes dedicated practice. Which is why one night stands don’t cut it. She needs to work on her routine with a partner.
• Size matters, she learns she’s s ex machine. Needs a sturdy fellow, “seasoned driver”
• She tires men out. He needs staying power.Staying power could be a good metaphor for her in life as well as in bed.
• Her natural intelligence (physical intelligence) will tell herif a guy is into her or not; (and he needn’t already literally be for her to know)

Nowhere do we talk about her being a FAG HAG

• matches a man’s every stroke (cringe) upping the stakes by calibrated degrees, heightening without wrecking the flow (breaking the rhythm. He will feel earth move
• the more putty in his hands she becomes. it’s like “her yoni itself discerns the way to make his lingham grow without blowing its stack. She may at first seem like someone who just lies there. Again here sex can be a metaphor for how she is in life. We can say, for the purposes of this chapter, or for the purposes of killing two birds with one stone

And really regarding just lying there Virgo’s seem to have it easy because people do seem to take care of them. It’s a fine line between caregiver and co-dependent. But they always get their apartments and so forth bought for them, typically by their parents. They are very dependent on parents to set them up in environments where most others have had to make their own way. This makes them seem in some ways pampered and privileged. They never seem to have to hold down a job just to make money. They are cut some slack, given enough support, to take their (signature slow) time to make their way and ultimately their mark. As in sex, rushing is out of the question. We are back to those “grounded birds” THEY LIVE IN A WORLD WITHOUT COMPETITION .

• Virgo woman is all about process (this needs to be said sooner) her whole life is processing and enjoying to process, so why wouldn’t she seek out other like minds instead of surrounding herself with those who are disabled on that score. It’s like she goes for those Hephaestean types. Virgos stick together
• Sexually her vag involuntarily squeezes. ultimately dispels notion she’s sluggish in sack

WE NEVER ONCE SAID THAT VULNERABILTIY IS HER STRENGTH??

I wish we could call her the vagina. OMG Kristen Johnstons character? was she Alotta Vagina?

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Sidebar Turn Ons (Straight) should be mined for metaphor. High power creatives, rockers, painters. I mean they are really starfuckers. OMG also Nina West inherited a house. These people don’t have to do fuck all.

• Sex does become ritual experience too of course, including some bells and whistles. She does like her toys. The vacuuming metaphor. Not multiorgasmic but the one is seismic (spelling) Dripping wax. Leather the whole nine. Stoned sex. Mother Jugs and speed. Get stoned!!!!!

• Least gay of female signs. We get into this whole thing of dropping her servile thing. I feel we knew a lesbian Virgo and she was no Alice B. Tolkas

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 Cancer 3° (June 23)

I had the weirdest fever dream that i had this pimple or cysty thing under my arm that wouldn’t sort of pop, like a boily sit that never comes to a head, and it was related to why my arm hurts all the time and finally I decided I’m extracting whatever’s in there and this teeny tiny batterie, like a computer chip, came out; and my first thought was has the battery been in there leaking and is that what all this pain is about. As I’m typing this I’m realizing that it probably relates to a fearful suspicion about the silicone thingy in my chin, (my parent’s decision I really didn’t know about prior to reparations for an accident I was in whereby I was hit by a schoolbus in a no-top, roll-top jeep which flipped completely over). Anyway, it was such a creepy dream and I just now remembered it’s what woke me up, actually, at 4am. and here I am still awake. I don’t feel I’ve done nothing and in fact it should only take me another three hours to get through six pages, which means 12 pages in six hours, which means I could conceivably deconstruct a chapter in two days which would equal forty eight days total. But if I mapped out, say, eight days a month to do two four gender signs that would only take six months. Meaning that, starting in August, through January, I would have all these chapters laid out which would be amazing. I could start with Libra and go back around. This wouldn’t be so tough, really, I would just get into a rhythm and anyway it’s a lot of Blague written in the process. I like the idea of it. Anyway I’m lost in drag queen names suddenly. And though

it drives me crazy when you see someone’s seen your message but they haven’t responded to it I need to let that shit go. I’m actually really grateful I must say and I gots to cut folks a break. It’s a busy day for every body anyway.
Mimicking bordering on body snatching

• A mozaic is a positive thing**she takes in their beneficial qualities, influences. Am going to liken this mechanism to the digestion angle, taking in good, discarding bad, wheat from chaff etc

• Incorporating into self, appropriated from others and sometimes inappropriately. Rizo!
• Just as she conforms to what men want, she likewise assumes the quality of women

haven’t I said this four hundred times already? Talk about needing what’s “next”, what’s new! Jesus.

• Empty vessel becomes a vacuum sucking up to people in every sense of word
• Her wake is strewn with women “females whose identities she had assumed” then, as a result discarded. Everyone she meets becomes a small portion of her. True for everybody but…Mother Earth will Swallow You!!
• Spits women out but churns, again another crucible for change, the men into instruments of positive change and nourishment for the world at large. Makes them more productive for sure. We can make this about people not men or women. We can say that some people she chews up and spits out and some become her steady diet.
• She brings health to situations shenurses financial and all kinds of health. Meanwhile she’s milking it. Patronage is one of her superpowers, not least when she aims it at herself. While she does brings out the best in people, removing impurities. extracting goodness. What is purity but the removal of impurity. She can also make or break. In even the most petty ways the unevolved Virgo might seek to undo another’s reputation. The sixth sign house association with hexes. Virgo might have that power while Libra, the white witch, is more the lightworker.
• The ultra-irony being that, when it comes to her most personal relationships, the only kinds that make her truly happy are those where she isn’t playing this role, needing to “blend or fold so fully” in his/her/their life.
• symbiosis to be saved, in love relationships, for the purely sexual level, but also, not actually paradoxcially, for the purely spiritual elements of the bond; remember these do go hand in hand for her.
• And still she may go for tough guys bikers, rough edges, tortured artists, unwashed heroes. If she does, though, she should know it for what it is; her pain comes from wanting and trying to change these characters, a notoriously stubborn lot. Wendy again.

So the perfect mate is a composition, a collage who takes this in-the-rough approach to life but needs none of and indeed rejects her tweaking.

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Cancer 2° (June 22)

Time to get the old shite really together now; even with this week ahead I cannot afford to make any mistakes. Yesterday was kind of okay. I’m not a big fan of last minute panic or drama. I bought a whole bunch of stuff I didn’t need last minute which was kind of a waste. I really don’t need eleven bottles of Prosecco by any stretch of the imagination. And even when I mention these sorts of things they are returned with blank stares. I’m in that kind of head where I feel like everybody is fucking nuts (which I suppose means I am.) Is it me or is everybody ignoring the fact that we are on the brink of war? Are we so desensitized now as human beings that we don’t even recognize facts like this? Anyway nobody really turned out for us in great number yesterday but those that did were very supportive. It’s the way of all the world I guess now. I learned that the AMP gallery is closing for the same reason everything closes: greed. I also learned that Varla Jean is retiring which may or may not have anything to do with the Art House and its status. Lea Delaria’s club officially opened which is great—we dropped her off a break-a-leg present of a Gemini tee. I hope that place does well. The lesbians are definitely sick and tired of the privileged gay white men in town—this is probably the loudest town theme this year.

Anyway I’m back at it with my Virgo notes today:

Sidebar Key Words also let us peruse these for jumping off points

• being diffident she’d never imagine making others feel insignificant
• she would take as rjection and internalize it, adding to churning yearning

interesting that we could focus on the fact that she’s always churning yearning.

• later she will realize that this is her process of weeding out the boys from men

the wheat from the chaff

• she is practically incapable of being objectified she is no mere Libratrinket

though she’d love to be: Libra woman have the opposite problem.

• she will learn to be happy that she poses a challenge instead of bemoaning the fact
• she wants someone who can get she is both saintly sister and sexy mama
• Virgo rerpresents principles of compromise and cohesion, a shift from the discordant to the resolute from dissonance to resonance. we should dig down on that? how does that manifest?
• Virgo is all about the alchemical combination of seeming opposites. An alloy of sorts
• As fits 6th house of “conformism she is designed to blend and contour to situations
• in relationships tends to fill existing holes in the other person’s life—that niche thing.
• she thus fills in gaps but also heals lacking or lagging bits. Virgo man deals with his own losses Virgo women dealing with losses of others—in both senses of word
• we say attracted to men on basis of their potential but i think that’s more Scorpio rather she actually spearheads what’s missing. She unburdens a man from his obstacles. This chapter is so much about what she does for men.
• she consults , points out blocks, implements systems for change. She can’t help it she is driven to nurture a man in his ambitions.
• attracted to erudite if not esoteric types—intellectuals, inventors, poets, writers.
• she wants him or her!to focus solely on creativty becoming right-hand gal but look out!
• Virgo 6th house rule of dependency is it?works both ways and she can become a crutch
• thus she may actually enable others bad habits interesting

Sidebar Body Rule rules the abdomen intestines, gallbader. Mercury rules brain, sensory organs reflexes and al physical change, growth and intellecutal development. Mental condisionds can find physical manfestation in body as resut of stress or psychosomatics.

• Virgo woman needs to be needed when she’d be better off wanting to be wanted
• Relationships take on quality of addiction, focusing on day to day not the nighty night
• The eager beaver just becomes a busy one doing all but the wifely duty
• Romantic bonds operating like biz partnerships, admistrative concerns over passion
• Sally Brown invents situations, imagining a Linus relationship—crush is clueless.
• She takes on his traits, tatses, habits becoming feamale doppelganger
• A guy wont’ dump her like lopping off his right arm
• She supplements need for relationships with friendships, mainly male, others, bosses
• She might have the odd one-night stand or rely on electrical devices
• A willing Eliza Doolittle, on Pygmalian theme which is Pandor a theme
• The fault finding Henry Higgins, comes to depend on rather than love her.

Even Beyonce J Z

• No other woman has harder time fully giving herself to other individual and why? she doesn’t feel in full possession of herself often, doing little to own up to own needs.
• Not even protean Gemini is more a changdling than she. Empty vessel waiting to be filled.
• Devoid of personal boundaries can make her dangerous especially to other women

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